Hi. It’s me again.

A few days ago, 3, to be exact, it was my birthday.
Yes, happy happy birthday, and all that blah, but you know what’s horrible?

Last year, on my 16th birthday, I was driving my twin sister Owl and me to our birthday party with lots of her friends and a few of mine (hint, because I don’t have that many.)

I guess I got distracted, okay, and we crashed. I can’t go into the details of it, because I can’t really remember, but she got killed and I was still alive. I have a little message for my beautiful sister..so here it is. If it’s a little too depressing, just…leave, okay? It doesn’t really matter. I’m just saying, in case internet somehow exists in heaven.

Owl, you were my beautiful twin sister since my birth on the 13th of October, and no matter how many bad things I have said to you I have always loved you. I am sorry I hurt you. I am sorry I barely cared for you. I’m sorry for everything I’d done to you since our birth. I bid you to rest in peace forever until I join you in heaven with Tilly and Gerard and our mom and everyone else we’ve lost. I miss you very much with all my heart and now I regret everything I’d done…hurt you, physically, mentally. I’m a horrible person for doing this all to you. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for everything. For hurting you. For hating you. I’m sorry for everything and I will always be sorry for everything because that one thought will always haunt me-the thought that I know I’ve killed my one and only true friend.

Goodbye.

Hi everyone. I’m back.

What has gone on in my life? Well, you know that dude named @spencehips from Twitter? Well he’s in my school and he used to be my friend, right? So on Twitter… Okay first I have two twitters, one my roleplay one @brensgrayhoodie and my real life one @ly_ric. On my roleplay one I announced I’m bi without knowing @spencehips was my actual friend from real life. So he told everyone at my school I was bi and then I lost nearly all my guy friends, thank you very much. Uhm. So, that’s what happened in the past week.

Hey I’m sorry if I’m too emotional on here, okay. :] Just know you can leave at any time, preferably now before I continue.

So much homework, I don’t even know what we’re learning anymore, I’m so confused. Well, it might be because we have so much homework and/or schoolwork or because I keep on falling asleep in class. I said it before, I’ll say it again, I am hypersomniatic so I fall asleep but none of my stupid teachers understand. Some teachers. How can you be a teacher and not know anything?

Sorry. Overreaction. Gosh! I always spell overreaction wrong – with two v’s and one r. Spellingfail.

It’s the weekend. I’m scared for tomorrow. Sunday always haunts me because I know the next day is gonna be torture. I swear. It’s…….. 10:00 so I’m gonna go. HEY I KNOW IT’S EARLY OKAY BUT I’M TIRED. xD uhmm..yeah. Bye. Thanks for checking back and thanks to Maya for linking to me :]

.:Lyric:.:Gossamer:.

Hey. My name is Lyric Gossamer and I am 16 years old. I have black hair, brown eyes, and pale skin. I do not have many friends because I am bisexual therefore ‘unappealing.’ The friends I do have are nearly all girls, their names are Melissa, Bella, Mitre, and Macy. Before you leave, I’d like to let you know that I am very egotistical and conceited by nature. I am also hypersomniatic, which means I am constantly tired. I have a tendency to never finish things, so if any of my posts suddenly break off then I am sorry.

I will try to post regularly about my life and things like that, stuff that I feel. Thank you, and please check back.

I am Lyric Gossamer, officially.